~stress~ i knew there was a reason why cocc gave work during the breaks. really i get it now. there's no 'break' for us AT ALL. as in. for the past 3 nights i was able to fall asleep really fast. but last night it took me 45 minutes, 20 games of solitare and 2 chapters of hp6 to fall asleep. everytime i close my eyes either one of these thoughts pop into my head.

stupid thoughts that WONT let me sleep:

1. patches. will they be okay? i really dont want to disappoint anyone.
2. damn her seriously, whatthehell is her problem? 
3. and her too i swear. if i ruled the world then it's OFF WITH HER HEAD. she tells my friend one thing and shows me another thing. really. i DONT THINK it's THAT HARD to PROVE that you want this. REALLY i dont.  
4. she could die as well yeah. most def.  
5. them no i dont want them dead. it's mainly the stuff i need to do for them. LOVELY
6. college hopefully i pass DLSU coz if i dont.. then.... i'm dead. ADMU & UP are FARFAR away from my house. it'll be like ICA again. i have to go by car, avoid traffic and blahblablha. plus big ass campuses arent my thing. i'd rather WALK short distances from one building to another. i really dont need like 'a peaceful place to reflect'.  
7. ustet/ctk problem uh yeah. same date. and i REALLY dunno what to do if something BAD happens.   
8. allergies apparently there are MITES on my computer table. REALLY. stupid allergies. so i have to limit my use.
9. my FREAKY dreamSSSS. there's one about me being an S. then another bout #7. then me loosing my ID. SHYEEETT. x_X

someone give me sleeping pills

~BLi_333halfwaytohell