HAY BUHAY.

yan lang ang masasabi ko. lately i've been stressed. (sino nga ba hindi?) i thank one org and specific people for it. i'm sorry i've been a sadist lately. their problems just happened the same time i was saw-high.

i know where i went wrong AND i PROMISE that it will never happen EVER AGAIN. i'll work hard  to attain a high status in life, where the only people i will work for and with are decent educated and mature men/women! yes!

another lesson that i've learned, there's a reason it's called "2nd chance". we are only to give TWO chances, nothing more! i've developed a cold heart towards those things. maybe i'm biased but seriously if they were in MY position, i doubt they'd give another chance. we're too lax with everything. there's always a "teacher pwede bukas ko na lang i-pass". it's too UNACCEPTABLE. high school is supposed to prepare you for the 'real world' and ica hasnt really done that, not to EVERYONE at least.

BUT ANYWHOO.

i want to thank the following people.

1. Mheryl, for being the oh so patient mediator that you are. and for being my shrink.

2. CO's for being patient as i try to handle everything and as i change my ways.

3. FMA, IPgroup, the Y! and h1 people. thanks for making me smile, it helped A LOT. i think my face would've permanently had a frown on it if it werent for those moments. i'm sorry i havent been able to talk to you guys as much as i used to before. i'm trying. :D

is it wrong to say that i'm praying for graduation to come? i know i'll miss everyone and everything but i dont want it na. i want to break free. konting tiis na lang bli. konting tiis.

bittersweet.

~BLi_333halfwaytohell